I kind of want to talk about how I faced J last night for the first time since we broke up. But I also don't... So I'm kind to listen to the latter feeling and not talk about it. It was just...painful. If you're extra interested, you can email me and I'll spill. (but I'm guessing your not...)
Instead, I'm going to over-explain something that probably needs no explanation at all.
I have that list up there that hasn't got anything on it yet. There's a reason for that. I can't decide what the heck I want to do! What I have decided, is that it will be a list (hopefully finished by tonight!) that has a multitude of goals on it that I want to have accomplished by December 31, 2013. That means that I have 458 days from now to accomplish...however many things end up on the list. I have a feeling that it will grow and grow until it's impossible to finish by the dead line, but I've decided to take this approach:
I'm sorry you saw him last night and that it was painful. If you want to talk about it, you can email me. I'm here to listen. :)
ReplyDeleteFacing an ex for the first time is so hard. It's equally hard not to dwell on it afterward. Kudos to you for taking a sucky situation and turning it into something positive and personal like your list!!
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