Boo Friday

You know, Friday is no fun when you work Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

Boo.

Today, I have an interview. How do I look?

I tried really hard not to make the "mirror picture" face. I think I succeeded.

[Edit] My interview is over...It went pretty well I thinkg! I'll find out if I got the job next week! I hate the waiting game I want this soo bad!

I usually don't get nervous for interviews. But I usually don't really care what the outcome is. This time, the position I'm interviewing for is a low-pressure position that will look good on a resume and make my day a whole lot less monotonus. I want it a whole lot more than a team lead positon (I interviewed for that job twice before) because it's in training. I love to be in teaching positon even more than a leading position so I really want it...well, cross your fingers and wish me luck...

Besides that, I went o my first Army PT yesterday. It was...interesting. It was really hot outside and I didn't drink enough water before, so I felt like I was gonna throw up the whole time, but I did alright. It's very different form everything I'm used to. It will take some adjusting, but I'm sure that eventually I'll be back on top where I like to be.

You know, It's weird how much things change so quickly. I feel like I say that a lot, but like my new blog name said, I am living in chaos most of the time. I never know what the next day holds. Sometimes that is a good thing and sometimes it's really annoying.

Today, it's annoying. I have been having a really hard time with...everything lately.

It doesn't help that my mood is defined by the way that things are going with J and I. Most of the time, things are great and I have no complaints, but sometimes, I just don't understand him and he makes me so upset!

I don't get how things go from better than they have ever been, to so annoying I want to rip my hair out...

Long distance relationships suck. Do I say that enough?

Boo.