The Part Where She Gets Dumped
J decided yesterday, that he no longer loves me. That he'd rather see other people and that I'm not worth the lonliness that he feels every day.
He officially broke up with me and told me that he doesn't want me to have his ring and that he doesn't feel anything towards me. I don't know what to do.
I have never felt so broken. I had so much trust in J and so much hope for our future. I knew that we were going to make it. I was not scared that this would happen...But I should have seen it coming.
I should have known that it was all too good to be true, and I wouldn't ever get the "happily ever after..." that I wanted. It's too fair and it's too right for me to just get what I want. Right?
I am sitting here at work, staring at my computer and typing and trying so so hard to not think about him. I'm trying to erase him from my brain but he is everywhere in everything.
I just keep looking towards the sky and asking for the hurt to go away...It doesn't.
For now, this blog might be a little bit...depressing, but I'm going to keep blogging. I think that it will be threaputic in a sense. Obviously the direction is going to change a bit, but I won't let him take this away from me.
I'm Katie. I'm a 20-something Soldier & student taking each day one step at a time. Living through all the growing pains that come with
becoming that person that I always wanted to be & finding that bright side in all of this Camo-Colored Chaos. You can get to know more about me here.
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